Jan. 18, 2022

Self Love and Trinkitz 💕✨

Special Guest Mandy Retsuko pops on to talk about self-love among a myriad of topics! Tune into this can't miss episode. More abo…

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Jan. 18, 2022

Forever Alone w/ Dionne

Guest Dionne Sanchez, host of the "Words of Heart" podcast talks about loneliness in this cruel, cruel world. I briefly give advi…

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Jan. 10, 2022

Why are you hitting yourself?

This episode focuses on self-hate. I know that many times we talk about self-love but I rarely hear about self-hate. Probably bec…

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Jan. 7, 2022

No Ragrets

In this episode [recorded 07/25/2021] myself along with guests Matt & Eric of the 69 Whiskey podcast talk about work life balance…

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Jan. 3, 2022

Gender Roles in Relationships: EW!

Sharing my thoughts on gender roles in marriages and relationships. Personally I think it's gross and takes a toll on mental heal…

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Jan. 1, 2022

2022: The Trilogy

In this episode I tell you all about my goals for the podcast as well as goals I've set for my personal life. Speaking it all int…

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Dec. 13, 2021

Intruder Alert

Someone broke into my house & tried to kill me. Sorry I’ve been Mia --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/sdanxious/mess…

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July 5, 2021

Sex on the Balcony

This is a storytime about a sexual fantasy coming true. It's explicit. Also, i'm not a great female friend to have if you're in a…

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July 3, 2021

Anger is a good thing?

Oh hai. Hello. Back again with an intermission babies. Sometimes anger is a good thing. It can be clarifying, revitalizing and ac…

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June 18, 2021

Blood & Water

In this episode, it's a dramatized spiral staircase of my relationships with family and friends. Blood and Water. Thick and Thin.…

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June 16, 2021

Buying Time

What happens when time runs out? This is a dramatic retelling about a time that I previously blocked from my memory. There was a …

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June 14, 2021

Prequel: The World’s a Little Blurry

The world has been a blurry place for me as of late. I’ve got no clue what I want or who I am anymore. I will be posting a specia…

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May 25, 2021

Get in Depression, we're going laughing

Admitting it is the first step. Wish I knew what the 2nd step was. Anyways, here I am, alive from under my blankets. Depression i…

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May 18, 2021

PTSD: As Told by a War Veteran

Listener Discretion is advised. Trigger Warning: PTSD In this episode I get the honor of chatting with Jayson Miller, host of "Mi…

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May 10, 2021

The one where I’m drunk

This was recorded while I was drunk. Listener discretion is advised --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/sdanxious/m…

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May 3, 2021

Delving into Cox

In this episode, myself and guest Delvin Cox (host of “the Delvin Cox experience”) delve into such topics as divorce, police rela…

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April 27, 2021

Call Recorded for Quality Assurance

Guest Kenan, one half of the podcast "Unearthed Gems" joins me for a conversation about cults, traumas, tv shows and so much more…

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April 19, 2021

Jesus wouldn’t do Coke in the Bathroom ✨

Join me & guest Roi, host of “Let me tell you somethin bitch” podcast, as we discuss MESSY stories from our pasts. These were the…

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April 12, 2021

When we all fall asleep, where do we go?

This week's episode features Abigal who is the host of the "The Manic Pixie Weirdo Podcast" . We're exploring dreams! We're talki…

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April 5, 2021


This conversation features Mark from the "100 Things we Learned from Film" Podcast. We talked about nearly everything your paren…

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March 30, 2021

The Usual Suspects

Today it’s about the usual suspects...yanno; anxiety, grief...let's talk about it. Support the show: https://www.buymeacoffee.com…

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March 22, 2021

Drowning in Bullshit

TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ (rape, sexual assault) My thoughts on some very serious allegations being discussed via YouTube (vlogsquad). I…

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March 22, 2021


TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ This is about the Youtuber situation where there was an allegation concerning sexual assault/rape and a live p…

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March 19, 2021

About Last Night: 2 men, 1 disaster

So last night the guy from work that I’ve been hooking up with and my future ex husband were confronted with one another because …

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